作词 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach

作曲 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach

I’m historically heartbroken

Drowning in my own emotions

One minute away from breaking down down down

I’m always leaving empty handed

No one wants a heart that’s damaged

Only know a love that lets me down down down

Staring contest with the walls

I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance

And I f**K it all up

Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave

What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real

And I die before telling you how I really feel

Cause it feels like hell

And I just can’t help but think

That maybe loves not for me

If you don’t look too closely

You can’t even tell I’m lonely

Even though it keeps me up at night night night

I try to keep myself distracted

But I got all these awful habits

Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind

Oh staring contest with the wall

I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance

And I f**k it all up

Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave

What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real

And I die before telling you how I really feel

Cause it feels like hell

And I just can’t help but think

Maybe loves not for me

Maybe loves not for me

Maybe loves not for me

Maybe loves not for me

For me×3

Maybe loves not for me