作词 : YCK

作曲 : YCK

I faced all the sadness and weight of the world

I felt on my shoulders the place of a girl

Who showed me the reasons to stay and be patient

I didn't believe I'd be here and would make it

Spending my time throughout the days and the nights

Perfecting my verses and packing in every word

Critiquing myself and every nuance I heard

I couldn't even see straight when the lines were blurred

Resenting all my problems I got too much to list

I just wish you'd acknowledge that I even exist

Thank you very much know you don't a f*ck

About how I've been doing or where I'm gonna end up

Used to dream about all of the things I'd achieve

But I don't really give a f*ck now I wish I could leave

Meaning every word that I write and I speak

But I can't go now cause they're depending on me

Sometimes I get sad looking into the future

Cause that tight-knit circle gets lesser and fewer

All those people start to die and move away all the time

Said they'll give you a call but you just know that's a lie

I faced all the sadness and weight of the world

I felt on my shoulders the place of a girl

Who showed me the reasons to stay and be patient

I didn't believe I'd be here and would make it

Victim to a feeling spent too many hours

Locked up in my room no sense of no power

Cause I've been fighting all this going on inside of my brain

****ed up on the ground got no blood in my veins

Tired of these people acting fake and conceited

Cause I just wanna do good b***h I don't need a reason

Got so little time that we spending alive

Like where were you at when X and Peep had both died

Shit just always goes down in the worst way

Just happens too fast you got so much left to say

Wish that they were back they were gone too soon

But the earth still spins like the sun and the moon

Cherish all your people always make em feel loved

Tomorrow ain't a promise yeah your time could be up

Tell em how you feel and do not miss the chance

Cause when they're gone inside the ground ain't no bringing em back

I faced all the sadness and weight of the world

I felt on my shoulders the place of a girl

Who showed me the reasons to stay and be patient

I didn't believe I'd be here and would make it