作词 : YCK

作曲 : YCK

Beauty queen of only 18, she

Had some trouble with herself

Your sister was the one who stayed supplying

And you were the one in person denying

About your addictions and the shit you were buying

But I had looked you in the eyes and I knew you’d been crying

Scars up and down how they’re lining your hands

And you would show me the songs by your favorite bands

I knew you were different I knew you were gone

You were physically there but you would string mе along

Saw you on a list you’re a missing person

When you flеd to the coast know you felt determined

There ain’t shit left here we don’t need Fresno

Wish I’d take us both so we’d just let go

Alter the names then I’d alter the face

That I’ve ****ing been given imma call to replace

Imma find you and hide my attempt to restart

Said I’ve been so great but I’m falling apart

Beauty queen of only 18, she

Had some trouble with herself

2014 last time I seen her

Felt that I’d be the one who would love and complete her

Days daydreaming it seems

So far but it’s closer to me what it means

They wouldn’t grip no they wouldn’t get

You and I we’re the ones who would break from the set

We’re done with the rest this pain in my chest

But I wanna be with you if I’m staying depressed

You had someplace somewhere you would call home

You admit it was shit everyday to atone

Dealt with your sister mom and your dad

I was open to talk I had sense it was bad

Texted a while no answer I dial

Got a forwarded call so I start to compile

Anything that I found any kind of a clue

But the trail went dark still searching for you

Beauty queen of only 18, she

Had some trouble with herself