I've been a liar and a lover

I've been the focus of the conflict

I've been trying to recover

What's the meaning to this nonsense

Oh lord, show me there's so much more to this life than the road I've been

Like I started back at the beginning, right before the final inning when the **** will all this pain just end

I've been dying while trying to get away from you knowing the motivation inside of me has overtaken you

I started off a loser its hard to shake off the feeling

Without you here by my side I really don't know how I'm dealing

I tried to guide you through but I need my co-pilot

Figured that it'd be easy and breezy so I just tried it

And solo here with my do lo I'm facing every decision

Like really what does it matter it isn't making a difference so

I've been up all night by the window

Heartbeat steady rocking to the tempo

Reading articles and trying to find some info

Everything it points to you

I don't want to leave you there in the background

Livid and afraid and alone

But the way that I'm haunted by you lately

Has got me faded in the twilight zone

So I had to visit your grave plot with the hope that the pain stops

And say goodbye to what we had I couldn't and came out

Worse than how I started and broke down and tears

Crazy how much I miss you it's been so many years

Friends they interfere while wondering what's the matter

Shattered by what has happened and talking just makes me madder

I couldn't ever explain the feeling that's in brain

even though I'm to blame and nothing will be the same now

[00:48.39]Late in the night when the moons outside and the sun goes down

[00:53.86]The mood in the air will remind me of how we would paint this town

[00:58.73]I try to replace what I had with you

[01:00.77]Thats what I think I'm supposed to do

[01:03.23]But the voice in my head only haunts me instead I'm convinced it's the ghost of you

[02:25.20][01:08.60]Tell me what I should do

[02:27.65][01:10.72]Tell me where I'm supposed to be

[02:29.99][01:13.17]Cause even if it's good for you

[02:32.27][01:15.40]Doesn't mean that it was good for me

[02:33.93][01:17.28]No one wants to feel unwanted

[02:36.15][01:19.61]Hard to break from the ones you bond with

[02:38.74][01:21.79]Here alone this house has become haunted

[02:40.77][01:24.01]What can I do to get away from the ghost of you