作词 : Y C K

Convulsive currents going up to my brain

Impulsive urges I cannot seem to train

Static crackled through the dull interference

I would spend so long just to make no appearance

I'd ingested a sedative readily knocked out

Skipping round by the medicine heavily locked down

Dose to dose so I'm thinking lethal

They don't f*ck with me cause I don't f*ck with people

Bugs inside of my body rotten

Not a single warning ever stopped me popping

Any dose of an undisclosed substance still

Been close to the edge but reluctance kills

Writing for myself my original reason

I ain't a crowd pleaser no I'm doing little appeasing

Heart's giving out doing minimal beating

And I'm blind braindead no occipital region

Lips are sealed to tell no lies

I'll find you there under blackened skies

If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in

Not one to believe this the words that it preaches

Open my eyelids

Whole life misguided

Draw them in and push em back

I see I leave em frightened

Maybe within time

Gather your insight

I was just misunderstood

To end it all I'm inclined

Everybody wanna act like they're so involved

Cause even though by then when the tie's dissolved

Well that don't matter to a selfish narcissist

And they will keep on showing till they are dismissed

Bother me more in my area code

They wanna ask overstep feel I'm barely alone

Getting cross faded so the hurt is collateral

I don't see a purpose living I am one incompatible

Member of the public eye what the f*ck do you see

Is so attractive about associating with me

I may be biased I don't find myself open or likable

I've been dwelling on the traits that you'd find undesirable

Near to the end so I'm cutting corners

6 more decades craving something shorter

Even if we make it and we're stacking millions

There will be no other change I'll be atrabilious

Lips are sealed to tell no lies

I'll find you there under blackened skies

If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in

Not one to believe this the words that it preaches

Open my eyelids

Whole life misguided

Draw them in and push em back

I see I leave em frightened

Maybe within time

Gather your insight

I was just misunderstood

To end it all I'm inclined