作词 : Trevor Poole

作曲 : Trevor Poole

Depression ruin inside of me

My constant fear and anxiety

I cannot pinpoint the reasons

Why I dont feel like part of society

And I could try to take a look inside to figure out why

I feel so hurt, why I lack self worth, why my lifes

been pain since the day of my birth

And I still feel worse when the pain returns

Too many things in my mind I can't figure out

All the times you would yell cuss each other out

You don't care about the demons in my mind

Cuz you had your own demons in you all this time

And you never asked why my b *tches know smiles

Why I ran for miles

Why I changed my style

Why I look so sad

Why I get so mad

Why I want it all to end I don't make pretend

Lost my cousin to the drugs, he was 15

But all the drugs the cool kids mixing

I don't care about my friends

Cuz the main thing

Is that I do the right thing

Keep my name clean

And keep my mind clean

Make peace with my damn anxiety

No way I make it back to sobriety

Cuz all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me

I'm breaking down (breaking down)

Can't figure out why I(can't figure out)

Can't take away the pain

I'm borderline insane

l'm borderline insane

l'm borderline insane

I can never focus on the shit that works

If you give me 50 dollars for my verse

l'll make it work

But I'll write a f* cking lie

Cuz the truth is all that hurts

I don't think its a surprise

All my problems are the worst

Triple seven on my wrist

But it dont mean jack shit

Number of the angel, I f* ckin thought they exist

Just wanna live 2020

Ain't that shit

Locked in my room when l'm bout to go bad, shit

I wish I could say it to light

Age 17, thought I wanted to die

But I cannot lie

Even when I do try

True word from my heart to the end of my life

Word from my heart to the end of my life

Word from my heart to the end of my life

I'm breaking down (breaking down)

Can't figure out (can't figure out)

Can't take away the pain

l'm borderline insane