作曲 : Tamara Lindeman

I've gotten used to feeling like I'm crazy

Or just lazy

Why can't I get off this floor?

Think straight anymore?

Out on the street

I went walking in a punishing heat

Nobody meets my eyes except witty signs and luxury designs

Every neon sign, every flashing light tries to fool you

Get you on their side

Everybody swears they need you

And only you to make the buy

You feel flattered to be wanted and you don't know why

It reminds me of that look, that look in your eyes

Never enough in a world without trust

Having to rely upon the lightning flash of lust, oh

Like it's almost the same as love

Every neon sign, every flashing light tried to fool me

There I was, just stretching out my mind to take in every wounded story

Nothing needs you so badly as a lie

So lonely, drifting, unmoored from real life

Begging, begging somebody to keep it alive

Living rough in a world without trust

Having to rely upon the honesty of lust

You had to make yourself wanted

To get what you wanted

Now you got me, this broken prize

Clinging to you but blank in the eyes

Want is a feeling you can't take alive

Till I fell out of desire like a slipped knot

I fell out of desire and nothing caught

I fell out of the fire, wasn't even hot

I could feel nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, naught

My want was honest

You tried to direct it

But it was connected

To something I can't explain

Immersed in all my pain

Like a root in a ceiling drain breaking apart everything

I never knew it

I tried so hard to cut through it

Never enough in a world without trust

Determined broken open and refusing to adjust

I swear to God I saw real love once

But nothing needs you so badly as a lie

So lonely, drifting, unmoored from real life

If nobody believes it, all it can do is die