作曲 : Holly Heinrich

Being his good girl was cathartic

'Cause underneath it all is some dark shit

Before you drive me home can you park it?

'Cause I built a paper shuttle just to spark it

To forget he bought me groceries from the market

Dial tone, speaker phone while I'm lying on the carpet

(Ah-ah, ah-ah)

Sometimes I still pretend that it's him when it's them

(Ah-ah, ah-ah)

He's in my bed, in my head, but he's just a friend

Act like he didn't know me, the wholе me

Not just my body, he bought me grocеries

I'm smoking, I'm hoping to locate the old me

That didn't know him lowkey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey

Being his good girl was cathartic

'Cause underneath it all is some dark shit

Before you drive me home can you park it?

('Cause I built a paper shuttle just to spark it)

(Ah-ah, ah-ah)

Sometimes I still pretend that it's him when it's them

(Ah-ah, ah-ah)

He's in my bed, in my head, but he's just a friend

Act like he didn't know me, the whole me

Not just my body, he bought me groceries

I'm smoking, I'm hoping to locate the old me

That didn't know him lowkey

Act like he didn't know me, the whole me

I'm hoping to locate the old me

Act like he didn't know me, the whole me

Not just my body, he bought me groceries

I'm smoking, I'm hoping to locate the old me

That didn't know him lowkey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey

Hotboxed my heart, now it's smokey