Words fall out of my mouth

They drift to the ground and they don't make a sound

I'll try to assemble them back to the place in my head

But I fear that I lack

The proper speak that I need

To narrate the scene, to tell you these things

The proper place for my thoughts

I know that I'm not and you know that I'm not

So clear and transparent

Well I'll try but I can't promise it

So dark but delicate

Well I'm rough around the edges and

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not, no, I’m not

And you can try to smooth me down

But I’m not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not, no, I’m not

And you can try to smooth me down

But I’m not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down

Take back all that I've said

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again

It’s not like me to pretend

But the best part of me is the worst I can give

But you make me so terrified

I tried to reply but I’m shaking inside

You gave me a tongue just to tie

I’ll swallow my pride if you swear not to lie

Hard to read and hard to speak to

But don’t take my word

Cause I’m honestly so bored of being

Misunderstood, I’m not

So clear and transparent

Well I'll try but I can't promise it

So dark but delicate

Well I'm rough around the edges and

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not, no, I’m not

And you can try to smooth me down

But I’m not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not, no, I’m not

And you can try to smooth me down

But I’m not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down

But I’m not, no, I’m not

And you can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down

You can try to smooth me down