First they tell you that they love you

Then they ask where you coming from

Like you the only one feeling how you feeling

Then you lie just to make it sound appealing

To him and her and even the family

That you keep close, just to blow the steam like Stanley

You the one that have to plunge in the back

Praying people in the front don't figure where you at

I get that, used to pray for the feeling, I don't miss that

I was stuck for a while, I'll admit it

The same damn thing, that you feeling man I get it but

I'm past that now, I sip this crown I don't mix no sprite

Only sip brown when I'm cooling with my ******

So ***** go figure, its that kind of night, alright?

I love you

The things that cross my mind while I'm by myself

I hate you

These things go through my mind while I'm by myself

I love you

These things run through my mind while I'm by myself

I hate you

It's always on my mind, think I need some help

Maybe if I had some diamond rings and nicer things

And wider cream, and smaller dreams, the simple things

That would have brought money more quickly

Maybe then you'd get the picture

But even then still snapping for my ******

Swear I'm always on the phone tryna make sense of figures

Cause the ***** that got it ain't never been the one to spend it

You get it? Neither do I

The thought suicide for the money

We just call it being hungry nowadays

Every ***** getting paid, just a couple getting laid

If the chips fall right and the **** alright

Can I stay all night?

I can lie pretty well

Cause you posting all of my songs

Knowing ***** gonna sell

I love you

The things that cross my mind while I'm by myself

I hate you

These things go through my mind while I'm by myself

I love you

These things run through my mind while I'm by myself

I hate you

It's always on my mind, think I need some help

I love you